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Bummer… 😞 How do you miss someone you never met? How do I explain to my therapist that I feel like a widow? How the fucking hell do I not get triggered over the smallest things? Last night I got … Continue reading

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My rings! I’m very allergic to cheap metals and so far my fingers have not swelled up. There is the ring I wear for Rick on my left and the rings I wear for Erik on my right. Both came … Continue reading

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flameontheotherside: Katy Perry – Thinking of you (Lyrics) This is so fucking relevent I can only post this one more time. No lie. Seriously… WHAT THE FUCK! Reposting because as I was packing it came on in a playlist. I … Continue reading

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Suicide Ideation I understand how serious this topic is. When I started this blog, my intention was to share my experiences using this platform as an outlet. It turned into sharing my experiences as a way to reach people dealing … Continue reading

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the-stoned-priestess: The Twin Flame Obession Is Dangerous; A Giant Waste Of Time And Resources TLDR – Scroll down! If this triggers you, good! That means I’ve made you think. My goal is to save people. I will be blunt and … Continue reading

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I bought myself a little present. The “;” is for suicide awareness. To say my story isn’t over and since Erik died, I have it on my LEFT ring finger. 😊 …And I was thinking of having the “;” tattooed … Continue reading

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Ways I Avoided My Intuition This is in no way a recommendation for anyone struggling with thier intuition. If anything this is a warning because if done enough, you can cause serious damage and run the risk of addiction. I … Continue reading

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In Between Lives. Erik and I had been talking about this time around. We spend a lot of time at our Astral home to talk things over about our spiritual growth and “karma” and stuff. After everything I’ve been through, … Continue reading

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Me and Josh Feb 2010 My brother is making a funny face lol xD I forgot what happened there. I’ve not seen my natural hair color in a long time ROFL now I’m thinking of it. It’s been almost 10 … Continue reading

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Suicide Ideation No, I don’t want to kill myself. But I think about it all the time. I have a good thing going on. Finally got my life back on track but with Erik being dead and having a bf … Continue reading

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