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galaxywarp: i think a lot about this message i got once… it was sent to me after i had made a post on the topic of my drug addiction and recovery: “how did someone like you end up on heroin?” … Continue reading

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This blog is a backup of the one hosted at Tumblr and is updated regularly. I don’t need or want fame, popularity, clout, your money, deals, your opinions or whatever. I won’t sell out or “sell my soul” because I respect … Continue reading

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6 years! It’s officially our 6th year! 🤩 It feels surreal. It had to take 2 years to learn how to hear Erik and another year to learn how to “shut him up”. Communication started slow using my protection rituals … Continue reading

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Miscarriage of “Justice” Watched DreamKiller and the Michael Peterson stories about wrongfully convictions. It’s scary how much police can get away with. I’m not going to spoil it but this week I’ve been binging on documentaries like this. Lol I … Continue reading

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Erik’s Mom 🤔 Hmmm…Never really given her much thought recently until now. I’ve sent a couple emails to her (she responded) and spoke with her on one of the podcasts. I believe the 7/20/2017 episode. It was kind of weird … Continue reading

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Ultrasound and endoscopy results came back … …Not good news. Long story short I’ll probably never be able to get pregnant and will need my entire female anatomy removed. Hysterectomy. That’s the last thing I want. Also have a fibroid … Continue reading

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Numb …For now… We have the cremation this afternoon and I will be putting together a ceremony on Odin’s bday. It’s a few weeks away because I am not in an emotional state to out together videos and pictures or … Continue reading

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Grief grief and…more grief Odin my cat is gone now. Matt’s death happened April 17 or was it the 23 idk. Odin’s birthday was April 15. There are no real words to describe how I’m feeling or how I’m doing. … Continue reading

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It’s a date night! Erik and I are going to go to the bar closest to home. I’ll be there to sing a few hours and then we will go home to cuddle and finish watching a movie I started … Continue reading

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I saw us but it was weird! So seeing Erik is difficult even in dreams because of my emotional bullshit. So especially at times in my life when I’m more depressed or anxious like now, if I see him at … Continue reading

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