Tag Archives: spiritual developement

Watching South Park Finally catching up on a few seasons lol. I’m trying to cheer myself up. Rick is busy with a video game so Erik and I are chilling in my room. But im stoned and drunk. πŸ˜† This … Continue reading

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Angry So I’ve been in a funk but more so on the pissy side. Rick brought up basically that I’ve been acting like a robot. I’m not showing any emotion or I just don’t care about anything. He’s right. I’m … Continue reading

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My Vesuvius Past Life I remember learning about this historical event in elementary school. After that, I had dreams about being afraid of a volcanic mountain. I was a Potter and worked with clay. Which is interesting because I wanted … Continue reading

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Elephant In The Room Since meeting Erik and being on this journey, I’ve learned and evolved so much. Part of that has me realize that I can’t really love anyone else. Someone else (like Rick) will always come second and … Continue reading

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I’m always farting πŸ˜‚ maybe not just lactose intolerance but allergy to gluten. Because I love bread and dairy, I refuse to allow people to breathe around me. Rofl πŸ˜†. Aren’t I terrible?

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Like I’m so dehydrated rn that I can’t even fucking cry. It’s weird as shit to feel things like my eyes are legit constipated. 😭🀧

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Oh gee, must be nice to be surrounded by clout for your pitty party for two months while I keep pumping myself with klonopin and weed to sleep through this bullshit. At the moment I just hate people. Why the … Continue reading

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The Bathroom Me: *Gets up and walks to the bathroom* Erik: You should drink more water. Me:……πŸ˜‘ Can you not follow me in here? Erik: Can you please drink more water? Me:…… Erik: See, you need to drink more water! … Continue reading

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I stopped dating after his death. I didn’t know who I was looking for but from elementary school-age –when I discovered the internet, I was on task. Most of my relationships (friends/exs) were long-distance because I knew he wasn’t in … Continue reading

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Twin Dream This morning I woke up after a dream. It was weird but I guess Eriks way to remind me that we are twin flames. Gee, how nice πŸ˜’. A couple days ago I told Erik to prove to … Continue reading

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