Tag Archives: spiritual awakening

galaxywarp: i think a lot about this message i got once… it was sent to me after i had made a post on the topic of my drug addiction and recovery: “how did someone like you end up on heroin?” … Continue reading

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It’s time we get used to not knowing the truth! I’ve said this so many times. What’s so important to me on my journey is being comfortable with the possibility of being wrong about everything! I won’t know the absolute … Continue reading

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I love him more than anything in this world and nothing will take that away from me.

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Level Up! I thought about our next or maybe last life here. I used to be so angry I’d think that I would make him work hard to get me. Sort of play hard to get or, you know, just … Continue reading

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I woke up just before 12pm and heard what sounded like a gunshot. This is already a shitty fucking day and I hate my fucking life. Erik is trying to calm me down and I just can’t talk to him. … Continue reading

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How I make myself happy! Self-care is self love, right? Well how I accomplish that is actually fairly easy. I’m writing this at a time of grief and mourning over the loss of a very close friend of mine. My … Continue reading

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A Memory Of A Long Trip I dated Josh in the summer of 2009. It was after the psychic predicted Erik’s death. He lived 4 hours away and he would be the last long distance bf I had because what … Continue reading

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“Beautiful” 😏 Growing up, I was the awkward, annoying, autistic ugly duckling. Often I’d hear some shit like that most people who grow up this way grow up to be swans. 🙄 Like, are you fucking kidding me?! So I … Continue reading

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Honest Conversations Lies weight heavy, make me uncomfortable and even real guilty. Sometimes I lie to avoid hurting people (to avoid a conflict), but to me it’s a necessary “risk” on the guilt department. We all do it, don’t act … Continue reading

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I’m not just hurt but angry. Like why was I given this hand and what fucking cards am I supposed to play? I was 11 years old playing solitare. I always thought cards would be part of my life. No, … Continue reading

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