Tag Archives: soulmate

Distance My relationships have mostly been long distance until Erik died. I didn’t believe in twin flames or that there is just ONE person for you. I still don’t necessarily think it’s impossible to be with a soul mate instead. … Continue reading

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I Don’t Think Erik Would Have Liked Me All of my long distance relationships ended badly or just fizzled. My local relationships? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Laughable at best. Let me paint you a picture: Comicmanga geek obsessed with magical girl shojou and … Continue reading

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This isn’t too good to be true because some days it’s so hard to get out of bed. I beat myself up, I convince myself I’m insane all while I can feel him and hear him try to console me. … Continue reading

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When I started feeling Erik again… This was in 2016 around summer. The dreams started happening again. I felt Erik kiss me and I woke up to find Vince asleep, snoring. I was drinking a lot, not medicated, seeking an … Continue reading

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Sex, Drugs and Rock and Roll I’m open about my recreational drug use. I find a lot of benefit in using mushrooms, acid and mdma for psychological healing. A few years ago, before I was made homeless, I used Molly … Continue reading

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We are moooooving! Yes! Erik told me this would happen and I of course ignored him. I’ve tried my hand at law of attraction again to see if it will work. It really worked! We are getting the 2bdrm apartment … Continue reading

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Erik, my secretary! Going on 6 years in our partnership, these days I’m not in such a rush or keen to talk to dead people like my most recently passed Alex and now Matt. So I have Erik gives me … Continue reading

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Erik doesn’t feel bad about dieing… …I don’t feel guilty over our relationship. We have each other and no kind of bullshit will make me think different. Unconditional love means being there, throwing away the boundaries and accepting things as … Continue reading

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The Twin flame shit is just background noise. Do they encourage you to be a better person, do they make you laugh, do they love you…those are all that matter. People who know what unconditional love is will understand that. … Continue reading

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Only… We were cuddling and watching movies on Netflix when I got a feeling there was something on his mind about us. I promised that I’d love him and only him in our next life, but I’d forgotten maybe it’s … Continue reading

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