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“Us Against The World” ๐Ÿ™„ (ugh…) As much as I fucking hate that saying…it’s pretty much what sums up our relationship in our past lives. Thinking on it, it’s corny (I don’t do corny) but it was what it was. … Continue reading

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I’m tired of crying… Erik said he knows it’s hard to be on this journey. But he’s not human anymore. It isn’t fair. I see happy young families and all I have is crippling depression and anxiety, annoying Tourrets, and … Continue reading

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A Death Dream I have dreams every once in a while about my own death. This one was not a past life dream like the others. They often happened when I was afraid of dying and I think this one … Continue reading

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Never Enough Guess I’m PMS-ing something so awful (doesn’t mean my feelings are invalid) that I’m feeling the urge to walk 2 minutes to 7-11 just to pick up a few bottles of whine. I know it sounds mellow dramatic … Continue reading

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Watch “Britney Spears – Born To Make You Happy (Lyrics Video)” on YouTube

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Watch “Skeeter Davis ~ The End of The World (1962)” on YouTube This song reminds me of one of our past lives. She (I) was so devastated and she wrote about us (Erik and I), I’m very sure of it. … Continue reading

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Erik doesn’t feel bad about dieing… …I don’t feel guilty over our relationship. We have each other and no kind of bullshit will make me think different. Unconditional love means being there, throwing away the boundaries and accepting things as … Continue reading

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Level Up! I thought about our next or maybe last life here. I used to be so angry I’d think that I would make him work hard to get me. Sort of play hard to get or, you know, just … Continue reading

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He Doesn’t Get To Judge Me! I’ve ran this argument with Erik several times. He doesn’t get a kick out of telling me how I’ve fucked up but he tries to guide me in the right direction. So I know … Continue reading

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Remembering “Us” I have had what I call “past life dreams” or remembering my lives while sleeping. It’s like watching a movie but I’m in it and can look at it in many angles. Most of the time I know … Continue reading

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