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Never called my mother this way saying I want to die bawling so hard in my life…

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Grief grief and…more grief Odin my cat is gone now. Matt’s death happened April 17 or was it the 23 idk. Odin’s birthday was April 15. There are no real words to describe how I’m feeling or how I’m doing. … Continue reading

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Ugly Betty ๐Ÿ˜‚ …Okay I’m not as ugly NOW… But yeah I used to be called “Ugly Betty”. I have horrible eye sight (-4), I’m clumsy, I have tourrettes, bipolar and I’m on the spectrum. Easy target? Of course. I … Continue reading

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Don’t waste your miracle on your pain. – Detective Vasquez, Manifest S1 E3: Turbulence I needed to hear this. Sometimes I focus so much on the pain, that it gets so easy to get bitter and angry with the world. … Continue reading

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softhe4rted: Cheryl Strayed – Tiny Beautiful Things: Advice on Love and Life from Dear Sugar

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Why I still call Erik my TF in spite of despising the TF fad Twin flame, twin soul, soul mate, etc. It’s basically the same shit. I realized that the fad is a joke for another reason. It doesn’t promote … Continue reading

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I woke up just before 12pm and heard what sounded like a gunshot. This is already a shitty fucking day and I hate my fucking life. Erik is trying to calm me down and I just can’t talk to him. … Continue reading

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flameontheotherside: Me this whole week… Legit Again this week either high or drunk. I’m trying to decide what to do on my TFs death anniversary. Maybe get another tattoo and my bf mentioned something about an outdoor race track. Yeah, … Continue reading

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He Doesn’t Get To Judge Me! I’ve ran this argument with Erik several times. He doesn’t get a kick out of telling me how I’ve fucked up but he tries to guide me in the right direction. So I know … Continue reading

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Our Lives Are Like Shows And Movies Erik said that we are actors on the earth’s stage. We come here to play our roles. Our guides and deceased loved ones watch us sort of like how we watch TV (or … Continue reading

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