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Moody Blues Following my last entry about not having a piece of Erik and guilt about my TF journey, I had a small mental breakdown. I’m off a bulk of my meds since this pregnancy and I’m nearly at my … Continue reading

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Those who aren’t afraid to die, are afraid to live.

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flameontheotherside: Skylar My new doggo! He’s 9 mos old and a Siberian Husky. He looks purebred to me but that doesn’t matter. The owner is basically donating this dog to us after I posted on craigslist what’s recently happened and … Continue reading

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Skylar My new doggo! He’s 9 mos old and a Siberian Husky. He looks purebred to me but that doesn’t matter. The owner is basically donating this dog to us after I posted on craigslist what’s recently happened and that … Continue reading

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Ultrasound and endoscopy results came back … …Not good news. Long story short I’ll probably never be able to get pregnant and will need my entire female anatomy removed. Hysterectomy. That’s the last thing I want. Also have a fibroid … Continue reading

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flameontheotherside: Maybe in another life I could find you there Pulled away before your time I can’t deal it’s so unfair And it feels And it feels like Heaven’s so far away And it feels Yeah it feels like The … Continue reading

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Grief grief and…more grief Odin my cat is gone now. Matt’s death happened April 17 or was it the 23 idk. Odin’s birthday was April 15. There are no real words to describe how I’m feeling or how I’m doing. … Continue reading

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Depression sucks dude. It’s like stubbing on a toe. You never see it coming and it doesn’t make any fucking sense. Then the more you pay attention to it, the worse it gets. You can’t stop because you’re trying to … Continue reading

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flameontheotherside: Bummer… 😞 How do you miss someone you never met? How do I explain to my therapist that I feel like a widow? How the fucking hell do I not get triggered over the smallest things? Last night I … Continue reading

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