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Watch “Avril Lavigne – Hot” on YouTube I remember in 2008 blasting this on my mp3 player. I wrote that letter to Erik’s Guardian Angels and yadda yadda and occasionally get all wired like I did on my internship hoping … Continue reading

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Erik’s Mom 🤔 Hmmm…Never really given her much thought recently until now. I’ve sent a couple emails to her (she responded) and spoke with her on one of the podcasts. I believe the 7/20/2017 episode. It was kind of weird … Continue reading

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I might have dreamt about Erik before he died… Besides the 3x the spring of 2009 floating over a grid covering the earth with some guy, there were a few other dreams. I think Erik is present in dreams where … Continue reading

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Bummer… 😞 How do you miss someone you never met? How do I explain to my therapist that I feel like a widow? How the fucking hell do I not get triggered over the smallest things? Last night I got … Continue reading

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THE IN BETWEEN Trailer (2022) Joey King, Kyle Allen All I can say is FUCK… …Another TF movie and this one is kind of relatable. It triggered me though. I’m shaking. Wtf bro. I’m not fucking watching this movie. (Source: … Continue reading

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What A Day… @.@ David was from Dallas, Tx and was my long-distance bf (all long-distance relationships were serious. Local ones weren’t as much. The last one until 2009. David ended up being another perv. Basically used me and it … Continue reading

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🥺😍 He sang this song in a dream?! It’s kind of funny the band name is…waitforit… Blessed Union Of Souls “She likes me for me Not because I’m tough like Dirty Harry Make her laugh just like Jim Carrey I’m … Continue reading

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“Often people don’t want to see, hear, or talk about the truth because they don’t want their illusions destroyed.” -Nietzsche I believe the real truth is we know nothing. We stand at our soapboxes and spit “truth” all day but … Continue reading

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Spiritual Con-artists and Imposter Syndome Ok….I’m not smart or intelligent. Inspite of having a culinary degree, I still have just an 11th grade education. I’m gullible, I have mood swings, PTSD, anxiety, depression and yadda yadda. My whole life I … Continue reading

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