Tag Archives: bipolar

Look at all these goodies! Going through my meds to fill my pill box. Realize damn I’m one fucked up individual lol 😆😂 It’s alright though. I’m used to be a walking pharmacy by now. Used to take 8 different … Continue reading

Posted in tumblr blog | Tagged , , , , , , , , , , , | Comments Off on

Bullying PTSD And Anxiety I’m terrified to be honest. Like what if people find my blog and harrass me? It’s been a long time since someone online tried me. Well, she strangely apologized about it. It was a really weird … Continue reading

Posted in tumblr blog | Tagged , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | Comments Off on

Am I depressed? Watching rom-coms or rom-dramas is basically a masochistic gesture for me. I realized I’ve not done my happy hobbies. Instead for the past week I’ve been either sleeping or watching TV in bed binging on theology, archeology, … Continue reading

Posted in tumblr blog | Tagged , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | Comments Off on

Acid & DMT I’m pro psychedelics. Always have been even when we didn’t get along at first. Me and chemically altered states of higher consciousness go way way back even before Erik died. Up until I was 20 I only … Continue reading

Posted in tumblr blog | Tagged , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | Comments Off on

6 Habits That Destroy Your Emotional Wellbeing Holy shit dude, this chick’s voice is such a downer.  Like I’m in a great mood. I slept good, ate a good meal, feeling optimistic and then her voice makes me so down. … Continue reading

Posted in tumblr blog | Tagged , , , , , , , | Comments Off on

Moving Back Home 2009 It was in September that Josh and I ended things amicably. My best friend drove four hours up to Tampa and another four back to Ft Lauderdale. That’s what best friends are for. I cried literally … Continue reading

Posted in tumblr blog | Tagged , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | Comments Off on

The Symptom of Depression That Didn’t Go Away — Even After I ‘Recovered’

By Alan Eisenberg May 7, 2018 For me, it’s been many years since I fell into a depression from stress and anxiety and then “recovered” with the help of many. I do feel happy — or at least content on … Continue reading

Posted in tumblr blog | Tagged , , , , , | Comments Off on The Symptom of Depression That Didn’t Go Away — Even After I ‘Recovered’

itsbpdmydarlings: Does anyone else with bpd still feel so young and helpless even though you’re an adult?? I always get a very uncomfortable feeling when I see people my age/younger than me achieve a lot more than I have. Like, … Continue reading

Posted in tumblr blog | Tagged , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | Comments Off on

futuredreeyore: “She’s cluster B, so you know she’s going to be quite manipulative.” ~ Offensive thing the doctor sitting next to me just said, completely unaware that I’m diagnosed cluster B. Nah…😇 I don’t really get offended anymore and gave … Continue reading

Posted in tumblr blog | Tagged , , , , , , , , , , , , , | Comments Off on

So me and Erik. xD I have anger issues and totally see this being a thing! HAHAHAHHAHAAHAHAHAH! Can’t stop laughing and this is such a classic. Sad I can almost relate to the guy. Sometimes get all excited over silly … Continue reading

Posted in tumblr blog | Tagged , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | Comments Off on