1. No one has a right to tell me what my spiritual journey is and I don’t have the right to tell someone either. We are all living in our truth. Our experiences shape our reality and I won’t try … Continue reading
The year it happened It was 2009 but this is the year to the date. I turned 21 on a Monday. This year my birthday was back on a Monday which means the anniversary of Eriks death will be on … Continue reading
Samuel & Vanessa These are our higher selves or our alternate names. I mentioned in a previous post that after I did some digging upon learning our names I noticed eerily how very very closely identifying who we are in … Continue reading
Work work work work work work I’ve decided tonight to try at actually hearing Erik again. It’s been over a year and a half since I’ve done it. It was weird and then cool but got creepy as I was … Continue reading
Who Is Samuel? So we all have higher selves. Well this is a name he (Erik) gave me for he higher self. It’s kind of really named between us. Do we have more than one higher self? Imo, it can … Continue reading
I predicted a hurricane?! Okay since I left the south, I’ve not thought of storms. I know even though (Rick and I) still have all our friends and family back home. Shame on me…. But I didn’t know there was … Continue reading
I literally feel dead inside But in a good way? Like I’m miserable but happy at the same fucking time. I’m going to try NOT to put a label on it. I’ve not actually had a talk with Erik in … Continue reading
Erik made me spit out my ice cream 😂 I’m lactose intolerant but I love cheese and ice cream. Some times I forget to or just too lazy (or stoned) to take a lactaid. Because of this I fart every … Continue reading
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I’ve had dreams about people I’ve never seen before and they have popped up in my life. On rare occasions they will remember the same dream. Of course, I don’t tell them but they tell me this and I confirm … Continue reading
It’s…Complicated Erik was watching over Ricks shoulder as he was watching car stuff. I only found out recently that Rick was a car guy as much as a computer geek like me. I like computer tech and builds. Not a … Continue reading
