Am I engaged?! 🤔
There is this ring and then this other one which I’m leaning more on…
I don’t need him to get down on one knee or do it some flamboyant way or need a big wedding. My hopes and dreams for that went poof in 2009 when Erik died. I’ve come to terms with it. It hurts and pisses me off…Besides two people on disability can’t be married without losing income. So no matter what it looks like I’ve got to give my fantasy up. We’re going to go about it another way. It’s too much to explain but…
Basically tomorrow is our second anniversary and vday is upon us!
Rick’s giving me a choice of two rings. Thankfully Amazon has this try before you buy thing. It’s nothing romantic and it’s totally fine. I like that I’m chosing what it is and not getting a…
SURPRISEHERESARINGIHOPEYOULIKEITANDIHOPEITFITS!
Surprises are overrated and I’m very picky about my jewelry. It has to have a story and mean something to me. I want to be able to tell someone something about everything I’m wearing instead of just slapping on whatever matches and call it a day like a robot. If that’s your jam, that’s your jam.
It was just a slip…
Like oh hey those are wedding and engagement rings. We could just…why not? 🤷♀️ I’m not going anywhere and he’s not going anywhere. I don’t see some other dude off in the distance coming down to swoop me up. Mine is dead lol. There’s only up and onward from there. Lmfao 😂
I know it means a lot to Erik that I try to live a normal life inspite of him being my dead twin soul. I’d do anything for him 😊.
Don’t send me any congratulations. It’s not like I’m actually getting married.
