Looking and looking…

“…For years I’ve dreamt about him, thought about him and I always thought it was Luke, Mark, Mason, James or Pedro. But the whole damn time it was Jared. I fucked up something I’ve always wanted. So I have every right to be so upset. So I have every fucking right to punish myself. But I can’t.”

It wasn’t Jared and I figure that out about a year later. Besides he lived in Florida so I guess maybe I was desperate and just plain horny lmao.