I Miss Being Single…

Well kind of. What I miss about being single are my bang bros. Lmao 🤣 Guys who were part of my bang bank for fucking and nothing else. I had a few guys here and there I never called back because on technicality raped me but the few I kept on call were good. Not the best. So far Rick is tops.

I miss feeling in control. Calling up a guy saying I’ll be there in 5 minutes, bringing weed and alcohol, smoking, drinking, playing video games, fuck and leave. I’m a bit bossy. Someone who barely knows me won’t get annoyed with how I dictate how the nightday will go…I get what I want and they don’t get all, “What about meeeeee 😭”.

Things with me and Rick are fine BTW.

Simply I’m just thinking back on the simpler life. My 20s was filled with meaningless sex because I was deep down extremely depressed. Especially made me feel better about what I couldn’t control. Now, all I have to shout from the bedroom is

HEY! SEX…NOOOOW!

Then that’s it. 😶 I get the D.

Ugh being in my period fucking sucks so much right now. For some reason it’s real bad this month and I’ve not had a proper lay in 3 fucking days. Yeah hahahah 3 fucking days. The longest I’ve ever gone was maybe a month while homeless. Matt (both guys named Matt) and I had gotten creative.

Ive got a photoshoot to do. Time to look like a whore!

Boy I miss being a whore 🙄🤣