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When he had to leave the shelter in Waco, TX, we slowdanced to this song right before he had to go. I’ve said things and I’ve done things I’ve never did with anyone but him.

Loosing a friend like Matt (Sean) is the worst thing next to finding my twin flame was dead. They were similar. When we goofed off, got drunk and talked it was like I was with Erik. I loved Matt too.

Matt had a lot of problems and I was there for him through it all. I didn’t want him to lose faith or hope so I did what I could.

One of my favorite memories is dancing to this song in the cramped music room of the shelter and kissing him as if it would be the last time. It would take me meeting him in San Antonio to see him one last time.