So Much Support 🥰

Wow, I just had a phone conversation with a follower who has a similar experience to me. Its amazing! So far I’ve met 5 people who share this unforgettable journey. Its a blessing because this experience is hard. It’s not easy having a tf on the other side.

We are often met with opposition, our own fears and judgements. But the important thing is being able to talk freely about this journey. I feel a sense of accomplishment as I created this blog not only to have an outlet but to reach out to others who might being dealing with the same thing and to share my experience with people who are curious about this phenomenon.

I cant say enough how difficult this is.

We suffer over a loss and most of us never met our counterparts in heaven. For some of us it’s devastating. For me it’s beyond devastating because I spent a great deal of my childhood trying to find someone and trying to understand why I felt the rush of time working against me. I firmly believe it was the birthday letter I wrote for Erik and his guardian angels in 2007, not knowing it was his birthday, that set the game in motion.

With just over 4 years under my belt I have learned.

I’ve learned a great deal about patience, forgiveness, faith, and love. Although this is a hard journey, it’s a very precious and important one to me. I finally have who I’ve been trying to find and I had him not long after he died. Yes, I might get angry with him because of our “separation” and I might even find myself hating him for what he did also for what he did in our past lives. I’m still human and I still go through the cycles of grief. I may never fully heal but I’m trying.

What inspires me to continue fighting are the friends and support I’ve made along the way. I have so much to be thankful for. Erik is a miracle in my life and as much as I want to jokingly shove him in our fireplace for making me turn red 🤭, I want to and NEED complete my task here while I’m alive so that we can really be together in our next life.

😘💕 Have a wonderful weekend!

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