A Still-born

So the pain comes back and it appears I didn’t pass that ball I swallowed like an idiot. Not only that, my period crams are horrid. It’s just not a good night. Erik says I’ll be fine. I believe him but the pain makes me feel otherwise. Being bloated doesn’t help either.

He wants me to heal that part in Abigail’s life where we lost our son. Great. This is awesome because I’m in a shit load of pain probably equal to being in labor. Idk I’m just guessing. Fuckin-ay man it hurts.

He’s bringing up shit about that “birth” and now is not a good time. But no, it is because we have to heal that part. What’s nuts is for a second I saw her writhing in a painful labor all sweaty and gross. I’m reluctant to continue this.

(ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*:・゚✧Don’t forget to take a look at Erik’s blog ran by his amazing mom Dr Elisa Medhus. Lots of stuff about his afterlife and shit.(◕‿◕)♡

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